rashbre central: January 2025

Monday, 6 January 2025

In this twilight



This month's U3A creative writing challenge. Strangely it is also about event horizons.


I put it into this blog for safe keeping.


"

Keira and I often visited a pub in Camden called The World’s End. It truly suited us—a chaotic sanctuary where we immersed ourselves in rich, bitter ale, struggling to be heard above the overwhelming clamour. We both knew things were ending; our conversation was not merely challenging; it felt futile, so we treated those moments as sultry therapy.

 

Shrouded in half-light and neon slime at one end of the bar, a strobed doorway yawned open. It led to a staircase spiralling down into a place people whispered about with nervous grins. Some claimed it was the Gates of Hell, but we all knew it as the Underworld.

 

This twilight pulsed beneath the pub’s floorboards, where a growling bass shook ancient London ancestors’ dust loose. Metallic shrieks and overdriven wails seeped up the stairs like smoke, bleeding into the pub above. Below, the air was slick with heat and latex, bodies glistening as they writhed and preened under sickly light. The smell of sweat and solvent clung to every surface.

 

This wasn’t a club; it was a crucible. The stage—a sacrificial altar—hosted Rammsteinian bands wielding chainsaws, hammers, and scorched welding torches. Tools of construction became instruments of destruction, blasting their frequencies through towering Marshall stacks that could split the earth apart.

 

I don’t recall how Keira and I first found this. I’m not sure anyone did. One night, a band called The Ten Inch Screws took the stage, their sound so oppressive it felt like drowning in molten steel. Their lyrics—half-snarled, half-screamed—burned into my memory. They sang of a corrupted Earth’s slow demise, the death of reason, and humanity consuming itself in a blind frenzy until only ash remained.

 

Here’s what I can still recall:                                                                                          

 

“When logic rots and reason dies,

The earth will choke beneath black skies.

No gods to weep, no saviours born,

Just silence remains when the world is torn.”

 

Even now, I can hear the echoes from that night. The Underworld wasn’t just a club—it was a warning, a glimpse into the abyss. And we laughed as we danced ever closer to the edge.

 

And now, the unravelling free verse:

 

The sky splinters in muted chaos,

light bleeding softly into the void.

Certainty crumbles—

mountains bow, cities sigh,

oceans whisper secrets to ash-laden sky. 

 

Beside you, Keira, this world feels less fragile. 

Your hand in mine steadies the tremor 

of earth’s final breath. 

We stand at the edge of everything, 

watching it dissolve,

a quiet defiance against the inevitable. 

 

The end hums softly, 

not in fury but in quiet surrender. 

Your voice, steady in the fading glow, 

anchors me— 

a tether on this unravelling ride. 

Your warmth burns brighter 

than the dimming horizon. 

 

In this twilight, we do not grieve; 

we stand still together, 

wrapped in the weight of what is and what was.

It is not an end but a becoming, 

the last breath of a universe folding into itself.

"

Sunday, 5 January 2025

20 vision


I initially set up rashbre central as a quick experiment, and look at it now 20 years on, with an average of 261 posts per year, which has been progressively declining year on year. Of course, in the early days, there was limited competition from other platforms, but later, a whole slew of alternative platforms drifted in. 

I'll stick with my current one because it is largely unaffected by the likes of Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, Wotzap, usw.

I'm in awe of those who have taken up Substack, which feels as if it would be my next preferred choice, although I'm not sure I'd have enough to post, so I'll still stick with my un-monetisable rashbre central.




Saturday, 4 January 2025

Event-horizon?

I was amused to see an article in this week's Economist about the new 'Problem Generation'. It may well be clickbait, but it was about older folk who 'party-on'. 

The illustration amused me, and I'd just returned from a small gathering where we discussed having enough time to do stuff nowadays. It was a luxury ill-afforded when working 9 to 5 or whatever crazier hours our roles dictated. 

Now that Generation Alpha is worried about the return of five-day working weeks and the need to job-hop, it will be interesting to see how everything folds in, like some sort of event horizon.

Wednesday, 1 January 2025

you better not kill the groove

It's been the usual breathless celebrations at rashbre central. DJ, gonna burn this goddam house right down. Better than 2024, but not as good as 2026. 'Fun going forward', as Sophie and I would say. 

A positive state of mind is worth 100 IQ points. 

Happy New Year.